I know this sounds kinda retarded but ever wondered how there are some people that spend 2 years of their lives just ignoring a pertinent issue by simple brushing it under the carpet? These kind of people just fail to achieve growth in those respective areas. For some, these are just little areas of their lives that they should change so that they can be slightly better individuals. But for some others, these are vital areas that not only affect them but those around them.

I know of such an individual. And after 2 years I find myself in a limbo - the progress that I thought was made was never made at all. Not because I didn't look forward but because that individual just merely sank back into complacency and refused to move.

Maybe I have forgotten how to let God take control of my life. Maybe I've tried too hard to make sense of things around me. Maybe I just need to let go again.

Perhaps the new book I just purchased will remind me of some fundamental truths that I've forgotten.